Sexiest Ahjusshi Alert!

It's been a long time i never write in this blog again. And now i'm gonna tell you about something that makes me fall in love until i cried. Korean Drama hehehe.. so I spend 3 days to watch A Gentleman's Dignity . The story about 4 mid ages Ahjussi (that mean Uncle in Korean language) with a different love story problems. This drama it's very addictive, in every episode it just has that something that makes it interesting. Even the plot is pretty simple and the lines are really cheesy, but that’s the magic of it. I have felt several emotions while I watching this Drama. One thing I was giggling after a few seconds my tears won’t stop flowing. 

My favorite couple is Do Jin and Seo Yi Soo . I don’t know why but I was just drawn to them. The story made me fall for Do Jin’s character. It was really romantic. They way he looks at her, the window kiss, the sweetest propose to his girlfriend, and I also especially liked the part where Si Yoo was the one chasing Do Jin.

I put this drama on 2nd place after Protect The Boss and I do highly recommended to watch this drama you will laugh, cry, and love every minute of it.

A Random Thoughts

TEN things about yourself:

* I love to sing, but…too shame to show it.

* I really love to make people smile.
* I’m addicted anything about Korea.
* I know lil' thing about Barcelona Football Club. my boyfriend told me.
* sharing & brainstorming with ‘same taste’ person is my pleasure.
* eat. eat. eat.
* care enough. I love true friendship. true.
* I like to touch my boyfriend's elbow. HA!

* I love listening musics

SIX things you wish you could say to your boyfriend right now:

* I LOVE YOU, YOU COMPLETED ME
* I need more time with good person like you.
* I do really miss you
* sharing with you=HEAVEN
* Let's make it last!
* I want a one big hug

SIX ways to win your heart:

* good minded. cool minded. positive minded. OH!
* adore me too much.
* good taste on music.
* the way he dress.
* a man with a good sense of humor
* PURE. not just have a ‘blinky’ to impress me. I love creativity.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
* today was just too cool to remember. they’re too sweet.
* how to get a scholarship abroad
* HOW TO GET A LOT OF MONEY RIGHT NOW?
* THESIS THINGY
* graduate
* I need coffee.
* I’m hungry.


FIVE things you do before you fall asleep:

* share story about the whole day with the good person.
* touch my armpit
* shake my foot
* send a "I love you" message to my boyfriend 
* lullaby.

FOUR things you see right now:

* my cellphone
* Korean drama cassettes 
* a lot of papers
* iPod

THREE songs that you listen to often:

* I listen
* to many
* good songs

TWO things you want to do before you die:
* see the world is on peace, not pieces.
* PEACE.

ONE confession: …….too much.

People are different, let them be.

Currently in my head there was a fight, and I don't know which one to follow. 

Choose your heart over your head or your head over your heart?

If I use both of them I will definitely lost. because a very few times my heart and mind have been in unison, especially when I'm in love.

I reassure myself to think rationally, thinking that it was everything is make sense. But sometimes reality maybe far from what I had imagined, and reality sometimes maybe more bitter even sweeter than what I imagined.

My head told me to do not expect too much for something, because not everyone has the same thoughts and feelings like us to them.

On the other hand, my heart told me that I should live to the fullest. Everyone knows that the most difficult thing is not to expect. Heart told me to just follow the path and there will be happiness instead. But I am just human. I've been expecting the best of everything.

Hopefully my head and my heart could be functioning well so that I can determine which one is good for me in the future.

But God know,I'm patient enough.

A True Indeed

I miss being hugged, and i want one.

IT'S OKAY TO BE DIFFERENT

It’s been a long time to write here again, so much has changed in my life lately. Today I feel a cold in place that should feel very very warm, the silent clouds just covered the sky.

It turned out that I could no longer depend on the them. it because it is uncertain, and i tried to think what's better for my life next.

I also like a human being, I want to feel the happiness, interacts with my friends, and become a happy girlfriend.

I was too busy to pleasing myself, maybe because I never felt what I feel right now, so I do not care what the peoples said about me lately, as long as I’m doing the right things.

People come and go, some are waiting, there are awaited, it all depends.

And now I am in a relationship with someone. Although the day should keep changing, but today is about you, today is still about you, about flowers above my head, and today is about everyday I fall in love with you, maybe it's too oldschool to said about that.

My friends said that I was too fast to make decisions, but I think maybe he is the right person on the right time. A man who wore a band t-shirt, sneakers, glasses, and a bit smell of perfumes. I never thought before that I could so in love with this man. At first impression he's too cool to be true, but now he’s not cool at all, He’s a annoying one. He's not as sweet as a man in Korean movie. But I found my happiness in simple things with him, I just need a good listener and he is.

Sometimes what I really need that is having one particular person asking about how's your day going. Often forgotten yet so simple. And finally I realize in every relationship, communication becomes important more than ever, and a feeling of long-term commitment begins..........

With you, it just feel right. Thanks for today, my favorite :)

GEMINI'S

I had some little chat with my own self sometimes, I’m not crazy at all. But I usually think what’s going on with my life lately.

I’m Geminian. i don’t know what it is with geminis but i find myself sort of resentful in certain moment. i don’t like being tied down, i like freedom. oooh, but even though i don’t like to be tied down, secretly i need security and stability. and when I’m feel something i think as love and suddenly realize that it isn’t, end up breaking someone’s heart and that is devastating. i break two hearts; my heart and theirs, I’ll feel it, just maybe not now ‘cause I’m too busy searching what “feeling” is.. maybe one day when I’m not thinking about it, i will actually feel it..

just feel the way you feel, don’t overthink it. one thing about me as geminians, i tend to analyze everything. and that may not be good when it comes to relationships.

yea, Gemini, complex yet unique.

from the story above that you have read, it’s not that Gemini doesn’t have heart, they’re just too complex to be described. because, the problem of some geminis is they cannot figure out their feelings towards people, they just don’t know where to put that “feeling” when it comes to an intense relations.

Gemini needs space, but companion too. pretty complex, right?

SOLITUDE IS NOT RIGHT SOMETIMES

Last few days sometimes I feel lonely. maybe because I was too busy to indulging myself. so that I’m forget to socialize with the peoples around me. I like drinking tea or coffee alone while I watching  alone too. I like walking at the mall  alone, go to the book store alone. I like listening to music alone in the midnight. it gives me time to think and set my mind free. But when I see friend laughing with their best friends, a girl with her lover, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. the sky is beautiful, but the people are sad.