People are different, let them be.

Currently in my head there was a fight, and I don't know which one to follow. 

Choose your heart over your head or your head over your heart?

If I use both of them I will definitely lost. because a very few times my heart and mind have been in unison, especially when I'm in love.

I reassure myself to think rationally, thinking that it was everything is make sense. But sometimes reality maybe far from what I had imagined, and reality sometimes maybe more bitter even sweeter than what I imagined.

My head told me to do not expect too much for something, because not everyone has the same thoughts and feelings like us to them.

On the other hand, my heart told me that I should live to the fullest. Everyone knows that the most difficult thing is not to expect. Heart told me to just follow the path and there will be happiness instead. But I am just human. I've been expecting the best of everything.

Hopefully my head and my heart could be functioning well so that I can determine which one is good for me in the future.

But God know,I'm patient enough.

A True Indeed

I miss being hugged, and i want one.

IT'S OKAY TO BE DIFFERENT

It’s been a long time to write here again, so much has changed in my life lately. Today I feel a cold in place that should feel very very warm, the silent clouds just covered the sky.

It turned out that I could no longer depend on the them. it because it is uncertain, and i tried to think what's better for my life next.

I also like a human being, I want to feel the happiness, interacts with my friends, and become a happy girlfriend.

I was too busy to pleasing myself, maybe because I never felt what I feel right now, so I do not care what the peoples said about me lately, as long as I’m doing the right things.

People come and go, some are waiting, there are awaited, it all depends.

And now I am in a relationship with someone. Although the day should keep changing, but today is about you, today is still about you, about flowers above my head, and today is about everyday I fall in love with you, maybe it's too oldschool to said about that.

My friends said that I was too fast to make decisions, but I think maybe he is the right person on the right time. A man who wore a band t-shirt, sneakers, glasses, and a bit smell of perfumes. I never thought before that I could so in love with this man. At first impression he's too cool to be true, but now he’s not cool at all, He’s a annoying one. He's not as sweet as a man in Korean movie. But I found my happiness in simple things with him, I just need a good listener and he is.

Sometimes what I really need that is having one particular person asking about how's your day going. Often forgotten yet so simple. And finally I realize in every relationship, communication becomes important more than ever, and a feeling of long-term commitment begins..........

With you, it just feel right. Thanks for today, my favorite :)

GEMINI'S

I had some little chat with my own self sometimes, I’m not crazy at all. But I usually think what’s going on with my life lately.

I’m Geminian. i don’t know what it is with geminis but i find myself sort of resentful in certain moment. i don’t like being tied down, i like freedom. oooh, but even though i don’t like to be tied down, secretly i need security and stability. and when I’m feel something i think as love and suddenly realize that it isn’t, end up breaking someone’s heart and that is devastating. i break two hearts; my heart and theirs, I’ll feel it, just maybe not now ‘cause I’m too busy searching what “feeling” is.. maybe one day when I’m not thinking about it, i will actually feel it..

just feel the way you feel, don’t overthink it. one thing about me as geminians, i tend to analyze everything. and that may not be good when it comes to relationships.

yea, Gemini, complex yet unique.

from the story above that you have read, it’s not that Gemini doesn’t have heart, they’re just too complex to be described. because, the problem of some geminis is they cannot figure out their feelings towards people, they just don’t know where to put that “feeling” when it comes to an intense relations.

Gemini needs space, but companion too. pretty complex, right?

SOLITUDE IS NOT RIGHT SOMETIMES

Last few days sometimes I feel lonely. maybe because I was too busy to indulging myself. so that I’m forget to socialize with the peoples around me. I like drinking tea or coffee alone while I watching  alone too. I like walking at the mall  alone, go to the book store alone. I like listening to music alone in the midnight. it gives me time to think and set my mind free. But when I see friend laughing with their best friends, a girl with her lover, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. the sky is beautiful, but the people are sad.

Love Struck For the 'BOSS'

 i'm currently so in love with this Korean drama Series. I spent 2 nights to watched this drama.

"Protect The Boss" another Romantic Comedy from Korea. i told you before on my 30 days challenge day#1 that i'm a Korean Addict.

This drama are great. i'm so so so in love with the lead actor Ji Sung as the boss.

this movie has simple story, the boss is falling in love with his secretary. But there are so many romantic moments even romantic conversations on this drama.

I'm really obsessed with this drama. This drama it’s not only a drama that will make you laugh, it will make you cry too and realize how wonderful life is.

that in spite of having bad days you have to be strong and look forward to each day. I like everyone's character here. you can't hate them because in each and every episode they once made you laugh, some of the characters can be bitchy sometimes, but they can be adorable and hilarious as well so thats why i cant hate any. and you'll understand them later on. they all gave their best! It's such a wonderful drama. no wasted episode, definitely something different.

having two male leads who are very opposite really works for me, plus the fact that you don't know which to choose because they are both perfect. Hahaha well only Ji Heon won my heart. I wish I were No Eun Seol torn between Mu Won and Ji Heon. just wishing...

so everyone needs to watch this drama, like, right now. it has everything a drama needs: excellent comedy, amazing acting, amazing cast, awesome ending. i have now stated all the reasons. so watch it!! I am proud to put this drama on my top 5 dramas series all time list. this drama was soo amazing. i did not get bored at all while watching this. it was PURE ENTERTAINMENT ALL THE WAY. you wont find yourself skipping any parts. you'll just get addicted and have your eyes glued to the screen the whole time.

30 DAYS CHALLENGE. DAY #3

DAY #3 Your Idea For The Perfect First Date

My favorite wish for my first date :

Carnival night and cotton candy are perfect combination.

Just talking, giggling,and getting know each other.

But this wish never happen in my real life yet. :p 

30 DAYS CHALLENGE. DAY #2

DAY #2 Your Favorite Movie

(500) Days Of Summer

"This is a not love story. This is a story about love” love that movie tag line. i watched this movie for 3 times. (500) days of Summer is the type of wonderful charming romantic comedy that gives you butterflies while you watch it. . the story line, the cast, even the soundtrack are gorgeous.

Joseph Gordon-Levitt stars as Tom, a greeting card copywriter who believes in love, fate and destiny, and Zooey Deschanel as Summer, the girl he falls in love with, who doesn’t believe in such fantastical concepts.

I would love to tell you that this film wasn’t about a sweetest love story, where “boy meets girl (which happens), boy falls in love with girl (which definitely happens), and they both live happily ever after (which actually also happens, sorta)” but this film like real life. it’s a bit more complicated than that.  And extra points in this movie are the blunt honesty about breakups.

30 DAYS CHALLENGE. DAY #1

DAY #1 Introduce yourself  and write 10 random facts about you

Introducing: you can call me ima. have been sharing my lately own experience on my new blog, been moved from my old blog (i already told you about this one :p). I'm a sleepy head. Born and raised in Indonesia. currently 20 years old. enough with the introduction section, lets move it to the random facts about me.


Random Facts:
#1 Truly hate onions . any kind of onion taste is disgusting. don't ask me why because i don't know the answer :)
#2 I'm a Korean freak. i like everything about them. their movies, dramas, varieties, and Korean boy of course hehehe..
#3 I'm not a morning person, because every single day i've got sleeping disorder.
#4 I can watching movie series in 24 hours non stop
#5 I can't pronounce "R" clearly in Indonesian language
#6 Every nigth before sleep i drink a glass of milk. 
#7 I eat like a monster but i'm still thin :(
#8 I'm a Lefty person
#9 I'm addict to Internet connection and i can't life without them
#10 I like to shaking my foot before i sleep